Looking back to the previous days, I thought if I made any wrong decision. Up till now, I can definitely tell that it was the wrong one. Anyway, I chose the way I had made it. Although I have regreted, been depressed and suffered for what I did, I never blamed anyone or anything; it was my decision. We can't turn back the clock to change, fix, or redo what we want though we really want to.
The only thing for me is to memorize it in mine.
I cried and cry many times but I hope the tear in each crying will get me better, be more mature, be stronger and give me more experience. Nonetheless, I have to "lift my head, keep smiling, be stronger, and keep moving forward"
Thanks god we found each other though we can't sustain it.